I’m not sure if I’ll ever really adjust to how much life can change. It’s unbelievable when you think about it, how it happens. One tiny little thought, a seemingly inconsequential action and your life is changed irrevocably, for better or worse.
Right place, wrong time.
Wrong place, right time.
There is no way to predict how one event will effect another, no way to change it back to the way it was.
Sometimes I feel like I’ve just spent my whole life adjusting to changes that never really give me a chance to feel comfortable in the ‘now’. I always thought I was the kind of person who was alright with change, after all it’s a natural part of life.
Part of me wants things to just sit still for a few minutes. Just long enough for me to catch my breath and say, “Ok, I’ve got it. Let continue.”
Obviously I’m asking for too much, but the thought is nice at least. I’m sure tomorrow will bring some new change, something different to process and adjust to.
I know I’ll manage, after all, what kind of life would you lead if you forced yourself to remain in the past?
But at the same time, it doesn’t mean I’ll do it willingly.